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Jesus, Enlighten Me

I trust in You, Christ,
to help me steward my sexual energy.
Help me to understand the nature of disease,
and the sanctity of my own sacred space.
Keep me focused on upholding
my personal standards.
Keep me from generating harm
to any other being
through the mis-use of my sexual energy or needs. Teach me to be patient and happy
during the long spells of celibacy.
Help me run my energy in positive ways.
Help me to aspire to a normal life, God,
in such a way that
I do not have to function
as another person's possession.
I love you, Jesus!

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Why did you hurt me?
You, who stole from me, lied to me, denied me, raked me over the coals?
Condescended and abused, leaving me bruised?
You who blamed and presumed,
copped an attitude;
tuned me out,
and
reduced me to begging...?

WHY?

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You know God?
That person was a miserable-fuck.
That's why.


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Orgasmic Heart

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The Orgasmic Heart
is a total opening-up of our body's energy...
The body has a system of energy centers. These centers were defined in ancient Hindu and tantric Buddhist cultures, where they were studied as "chakras".
There are seven chakras in the body,
which correspond to the colors of the rainbow.

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These views came into definition as shamans and healers studied our relationship to light, and found, our bodies respond to different levels of light... In the same way we intuitively respond to the colors of the rainbow. When we feel orgasmic energy, all that light rises up through our bodies and ignites our hearts. So tantra is a form of directing this energy into the heart consciously, as we inhale. In this way we can heal ourselves and others. We can send light out through our hearts as we exhale.

We can all become responsible stewards of our own energy. Yes, there are times we need help and need to ask for it... However, it is immoral for someone else to try and run you with their energy and negativity. Be prepared to call the person on it, because they are being biased and will be repeat offenders. Try to understand that their hearts are suffering inside.

Orgasmic energy is generally the first experience of this phenomena and should not be repressed. It is, in essence, our life-force energy.

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My sexual ethics are: sex, energy, plus meditation.

And it is the easiest thing to join them, because while making love, the moment you come to an orgasmic explosion, your thoughts disappear, time stops. Suddenly you have melted into the other. You are no longer an ego. And these are the qualities of meditation: no ego, no time, no thinking. Just pure awareness and a melting into the whole.

Where sexual orgasm ends, meditation begins. They can be joined very easily. The easiest thing to do is to join them, they are so close.

My own insight is that people came to discover meditation through sexual orgasm, because of these qualities. They could see that when thoughts stop, time stops, ego disappears and you are in a tremendously beautiful space. Although it lasts only for seconds, it has given you the taste of something that is not of this world, something of the beyond.

We don't know who discovered meditation, perhaps thousands of years ago. In the East we have books at least ten thousand years old describing methods of meditation. But any method brings the same qualities.

This is my feeling, without sexual orgasm nobody could have been able to discover these three qualities. Once they discovered these three qualities, people of intelligence must have tried to experience them without going into sexual orgasm. Is it possible to attain to such a consciousness? Somebody must have succeeded, and since then millions of people have succeeded.

The whole of humanity lives in misery for the simple reason that they have the wrong kind of sexual ethics... A kind which teaches them to repress it. And the more you repress your sexuality, the farther away you are from meditation. The more you repress it, the closer you are to madness, not to meditation.

And now it is a fact established by psychoanalysis - by the founder of psychoanalysis, Sigmund Freud - that repressed sex is the basic cause of human misery, of all kinds of perversions, of all kinds of mind sicknesses. But the religions still go on preaching the same thing.

Sigmund Freud should be remembered as one of the milestones in the history of man. But his work is only half. He simply fought against repression; his work is negative. In itself it takes you nowhere; it is fighting against darkness.

My sexual ethics are a completion. Repression has to be dropped. And a deep acceptance, a deep friendliness towards your own energies, a loving intimacy with your own energies so those energies can reveal all their secrets to you... And joining them with meditation, orgasm becomes the door to the temple of the divine.

To me, if sex is the creative force in the world, it must be nearest to the creative center of the world - whatever name you give to it. Creative energy must be closest to creation, to the creative source of it all.

People should be taught the art of converting sexual energy into spiritual enlightenment.

- Osho, The Path of Mystic, Chapter 21

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This is a Mandala, below,
which shows the energy chakras of our physical bodies...

The red center is at the spine and the sphincter...
Balanced, it is strong and sensual; imbalanced it will feel numb, dense, disruptive and destructive.

The orange center rules the genitals...
Balanced, it brings power and energy; imbalanced, it brings control issues.

The yellow center is below the belly button,
giving power to make commitments to life; imbalanced, it will bring up emotions of anger and greed.

The green center is the heart center!
It rules compassion, and is peaceful and soothing. Imbalanced, it will create depression and feel oppressed.

The blue center is ruled by the throat, face and our psychic center, the "third eye"...
Balanced, it is clear and honest; imbalanced it holds denial, and is chaotic and reactionary.

The purple center is the crown of the head.
Balanced, it brings feelings of lightness, music and ecstasy into the body. Imbalanced, it will bring delusions and madness.

Meditation with white light links these chakras to the Universal Energy centers... And yoga is used to keep these areas of the body clear, balanced, and resilient.

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Star Mandala

The Five Universal Energy Centers
c) 2009 Orandon

These categories are derived from my personal studies in Buddhist art, and the use and theories behind meditating with mandalas. We use meditation with mandalas as a way of traveling through time and space, beyond the three-dimensional.

I am placing two mandalas on this page... The one with the sky and clouds is a Star Mandala. It represents the flight of masculine and feminine energies uniting. The other is the Kalachakra Mandala. It is the Dalai Lama's personal mandala, and can be found in other areas on the internet for more info. It represents the UNITY of all things.

All beings have five basic energy centers outside their bodies... These energy systems hold such things as vibrations, memories, body language, heat, cold, other frequencies of emotion, light and darkness. The health of these energy centers varies throughout a being's life, depending on the condition of their personal health. Drug use rips "holes" in these energy centers, and is not condoned for that reason.

Center of Action,
relative to our immediate bodies, is the immediate environment in/or through which one has taken action and generated movement. (The effects or presence of the physical body are generated as vibration, into the environment... But also taken into account are objects owned by the physical body - such as garbage.) MASCULINE SPIRIT GUARDIANS spend a great deal of focus in this realm of our lives. This energy center carries cause and effect vibrations (karma) which erroneously touch the lives of many other beings.

Center of Atmosphere
is tied-in to the presence of a person or being. It is representative of places where one has been and left "residue". Atmospheric energies are generated by fragrances, dust, dirt or skin flakings, hair and DNA. (Please also include here bio-hazardous products as well as those used for the disposal of blood and sperm-filled prophylactics.) FEMININE SPIRIT GUARDIANS (also known as divas and dakinis) spend a great deal of focus in this realm of our lives. This energy center generates psychic awareness, and the erroneous effects one's presence has physically on many other beings. This center is attributed to the DREAM TIME of the collective unconscious.

Center of Solar Radiation
connects to the time and place of birth (as in the map of the astrology chart). This energy center represents your birth position, and where the stars were when you or another being was born. It corresponds to other souls who share the same astrological birth signs or attributes - and to the common programs being fulfilled in the coarse of life by these beings. SHARED SPIRIT GUARDIANS commonly show whatever needs or lessons are required by collective groups of individuals for proper soul growth. It is a normal phenomena here to experience one's personal Spirit Guardian's sudden presence in another person. Just know that you have attracted this phenomena by Law of Attraction; it may not be authentic unless you are.

Center of Universal Radiation
is representative of a star system one feels attuned to. As an energy center it holds information gleaned from the rapport with/and any beings who were or are there. TRIBAL SPIRIT GUARDIANS we might recognize from mythology and religions, who effect the course of groups of people/beings. Exploring this realm can be dangerous and should not be explored through experimental drug use, nor by those who are untrained. (In his youth, Jim Morrison spent a lot of his time putting his awareness in this center... As many poets do!)

Center of Divinity
is represented by our Higher Power, also known as the Holy Guardian Angel, the Eternal Self or the "Megaphone of the Soul" (as written about by Chris Griscom)... This is the sound of our own guiding voice, which speaks forth from deep within. Accessing this energy is the attainment of MASTERY through LOVE.

Kalachakra "Unity" Mandala

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Self-Contained Heart

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Fun, huh? I love how this heart looks so timeless and perfect.

"The truth shall set you free."
- Jesus Christ

This image puts forth a balanced energy,
showing protective safeguards and healthy boundaries,
at the same time radiating a lot of love.
The heart is yin, the golden sun behind it is yang.
The thorns are neutralizers.
This is the image of a young adult heart
who has come into his or her own self.
It not only radiates faith, but self-trust and kindness.
At the same time, it is not leaking any energy;
it is cautious, aware, contained.


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"I will reveal all things, beloved,
so that through knowledge and understanding
you will become like Me.
I will reveal the hidden things to you.
Now, put forth your hands and hold on."

- Jesus, The Second Apocalypse of James

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Here's a photo of my town, the city of Seattle...

Many of you reading this blog
are too young to remember or know about


The Battle In Seattle

November 30, 1999 -
December 2, 1999




It was the first national protest
organized by caring American citizens,
on the internet.



Organizers and citizens came together to protest
against the World Trade Order (WTO).
People intended for it to be a peaceful protest...



However Seattle city officials
were very concerned about the crowds of people showing up...


So the police force was called in
to watch against any disorder.

You see, President Clinton
and other important officials
from all over the world were coming to town!

There were diverse crowds
of every nationality and age!



People wanted to take a stand
against the exploitation of people in other countries,
the loss and outsourcing of our jobs,


the quality of our food,
water, and air...


All these concerns affect us directly
and were, and continue to be based in
corporate greed.



So the people came together,
standing in one voice
as the officials came into the airport
and through the gates of Seattle...



It was very cool,
how the people of Seattle created blockades,
so officials for the WTO
could not meet in their conference rooms
or gather at the Space Needle.


Instead, they were forced to face the people!



Of course, the cops didn't like that.




By late afternoon
the police were given permission to use
whatever tactics they thought necessary
to drive back the crowds.




Therefore, police began
to push the people
out of the way using tear-gas.




By the end of the night
police had pushed the people up the hill,
and into my neighborhood,
where my friends and neighbors
were tear-gassed, too!



The next morning,
some people began to riot
and the windows of many buildings owned by corporate companies were busted down.
Since no person was being physically hurt,
some thought about it and felt
creating material damages was okay.
Newspaper boxes were uprooted from the sidewalks and thrown into the glass!



Again, the peaceful protesters
returned to the streets, chanting:

THE PEOPLE
UNITED
WILL NEVER BE
DIVIDED!


They came again
to block the WTO organizers from gathering.



And again,



protesters were tear-gassed,
beaten with clubs, and driven by police
up to the hill where I live.



The protests went on in the streets
for a total of three days.



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This year will be the 10th Anniversary
of the Battle in Seattle.






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The citizens of Seattle were put on a nightly curfew:
we were told to be out of the streets by 7:00 p.m.,
or we would be tear-gassed.


Naturally, not everyone
was able to get out of the streets in time!


For three days and nights, all we could hear were helicopters...


On the third night, I rushed home from work.
I couldn't find anything on the local news
about how the night would go.


But I tuned-in to PBS and saw
there were police lined up


right in front of my apartment building.


Dozens of squads stood out in the street,
in lines outside my door,
poised in their "riot gear",
face shields down like Darth Vader.
They stood waiting for the downtown squads
to push the protesters up the hill one more time.


People I worked with got tear-gassed on their way home from teaching at night.



A friend who was tear-gassed had to sleep on my living room floor.



There was no way a lot of people could get home!



Reporters said
the protests weren't helping much
with the Christmas Shopping season.


By the time the protests were over,
some people went to jail...
Merchants boarded up their windows.



Which did not look very welcoming
uptown or downtown.


(No one was really in the mood to go shopping.)

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In fact, Seattle has never been the same.


We all know
knew this event
would slowly change the world.


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This is a story about greed.


http://www.zmedia.org/WTO/N30.htm


http://www.gapsucks.org/gwa/history/wto/


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_in_Seattle

http://www.johncallan.com/Archive/PM/WTO--%20The%20Battle%20for%20Seattle.htm


http://www.spectacle.org/0100/main.html


http://archives.dailyuw.com/2000/120100/N2.WT.html


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Lady's Heart

The Lady's Heart loves to get all-up in your business. (That's what the birds are for.) That's why she's a little hardened, and maybe, if she's learned some lessons she will also know when to knock-it off, back-off and relax.

We ladies love to embellish ourselves with all sorts of decorations to make ourselves look softer, more approachable and touchable... But deep inside, there's a lot of pain there! Many of us take it right to our graves.

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Dear Lord, help the women of the world to let go
of the things that steal our energy,
are a waste of time, and feel like dead-ends.
Help us women in the world feel more confident
about stepping out of traditional roles
like being mothers, grandmothers...
Nurses, secretaries and baby-sitters.
Sure, these roles are important,
but so are we, individually.


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We have a lot more to give,
starting with giving to ourselves.
Help us to drop our expectations of others
so we can see them for who they truly are.
Help us to follow our true interests,
educations and passions,
so we can be more effective on the planet,
and in the lives of other beings.

Help us to clearly know we have choices, God.


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Help us to understand
we don't have to be reacting,
help us to find our timing
so we are better
at responding.
Help us to keep our egos
from getting all-up-into-it, God!
Help us to keep ourselves
from jerking people around.
Our hearts need more resilience, Jesus,
by being good stewards of our energy,
our value-judgments
and attitudes towards others.
We like to say we are patient, even good to others,
but our egos and our money
are all-up-into-it, God.

Help this heart, our real hearts;
it's about what's going on
inside,
not outside, of who
we are that matters.


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Dear Jesus, protect us from those who would blame
and accuse us, undermine and not communicate with us or defend us.
Help us to forgive Those
Who Screw Us Over,
that we don't end up walking around poisoned.
Teach us, Jesus,
Show them to us, let us know who they are so
we can turn the other way.
Help us to stop enabling, and excusing the ignorance in this home,
on this planet;
keep us from feeling personally responsible, God,
for those who misuse and abuse;
they have choices, too.
Let me simply be a light in their lives.
Lord God,
that's all I ask.



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